the day

Today I had to watch one of the hardest things I have ever had to witness......A mother bury her baby. How she had the strength to do it I will never understand. I look at my son and I see how truly blessed I am and I cherish ever moment I have with him b/c I have learned that in an instant he could be gone....I don't even want to think about that, any who why is it that my baby can sleep through loud music and yelling dancing all kind of stuff but if we are at home and I breath to hard guess who is jumping out of his skin....children are so funny, but i love it....he is really such a happy baby always laughing and smiling and he brightens up my day when it seems the rain will never stop.....GOSH I LOVE HIM

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Man it's been a long time since i have been on here....a lot has happened my son is now 8 months and even though he is 8 months i am still just as scared as i was when he was 1 week...every day brings a new challenge, a new worry, but it also brings hope..I will never understand this blessing....God has given me something that is so special and so sweet that i cant thank him enough...i just watch my little angle sleep and my heart fills with love..something so small can bring so much joy...but along with being 8 months comes new adventures like crawling (well kinda crawling), and eating new and exciting foods, still no teeth :( but we are making progress in other areas. I was given that your baby can read thing.. and we are on tape one....and how long did he watch tape one?...maybe like 2 seconds lol....and I was all into it..doing the actions, making the sounds, saying the words just like they said them.....I really think I got more out of the tape than he did :)......so many other things have gone on in my life too...right now i don't understand why...but maybe in the future I will but today i don't......any who...my mom is always giving him things he isn't suppose to have, who knew the child would become the fussing mother..I remember when i was little and i would hear my mom fuss at my grandmother for letting us do things we were not suppose to do...and here I am being the fussing mother...lol its funny how the past becomes the present, I am suppose to be sleep, they always say that you should sleep when the baby is sleeping well he is sleep and here I am typing on the computer...go figure. I am also trying to get him to sleep in his own bed now...it's gotten a lot easier than when I first started this task....if I put him to sleep then put him in his bed than we are fine..but if i put him in his bed while he is sleepy but awake...I can forget it and then he starts to scream like some one in a horror film lol....but every day is a new struggle and every day I learn something new about my self and about my son